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busy life

2012-02-08T05:30:00.001-08:00

arrggghhhh
now i got the same feeling like time is not enough AGAAINNNN
:(
too much things to do , too less time to use.
was in a very bad situation with choosing my course and school
now then i hope everything will stick to the plan heeeheee :)
will still do law! even tho there's a lil bit uncertainty
but i believe that god will guide me!

keep myself busy sort of a way to solve my emoness =.=
haha and trying hard to let go
if there's not such thing happened i will not see the true faces of people around
fake or stupid or trustworthy
proven that when u thought things faded and people gets along with you again
some are not true and they're just being FAKE :D

sometimes its not the matter of revealing secrets or whatever
it shows how much people can trust on you
don't ever think that when someone told u another's secret it shows that u are trusted
someday, your secret will be told to others too
so if you are telling peoples other's secret
u break your own image :)
u cant blame anyone judging you for that
because you caused it yourself !
it was something that i learned
haha

time flies and people changes or i should say 日久见人心

2012-01-17T08:15:00.001-08:00

a new sight of view...
growing up is really hard..

f

2012-01-14T06:53:00.001-08:00

i didn't mean to swear but im really having a very bad time now!

found out that some people not worth to be trusted
i'm really disappointed...

what does people do to you?
that u have to comment this and that behind them
as they might be just a stranger for u?

revealing people's secret to others
and pretending that u're like an angel to her?

please la, stop showing ur innocent face and cry or what
zzz
i should have used to ur tricks isn't it?
*sigh

why can't life be easier

fifth day of 2012

2012-01-05T04:03:00.001-08:00

hmmm
sandra and olivia just left this afternoon.
so wahthong, mic, nigel and me went to airport to send them.
school starts! but not me..
im gonna start my tuition life now and my self-study plan!
argghhh
a lot of things to do! wish me luck! <3

really hope for something great happen this year !
can u hear me?!

first post for 2012 !

2011-12-31T10:39:00.000-08:00

happy new year!!!!!!!!!
just same as previous year... ended my 2o11 with friends at yacht club
everyone was spraying the snowy thing like crazy!!!!!!

now, it's finally 2012 :)
feels like getting old ... :/
haha i believe this year will be a brand new year
a year full of happiness
a joyful, blissful and fruitful year...

hope that i could really do my self-study well
and also make my path clear

wish everyone has a great year ahead...
new year, new wishes, new hope

i really really love u all, dear friends :)

wishes and struggles

2011-12-29T08:55:00.000-08:00

:)
i think i should stop worrying this and that
i really really hope to and i want to do it...
there are things better to be done outside
like helping others and spreading love with kindness act

sometimes life just not only about yourself
your studies, your career, your money, you you you and you
think more about others and do something that cherish your day and other's day
it really feels so GOOD...
especially when u get heart to heart talks :D
few persons in this holidayyyy kinda appreciate!

speak more positive rather than negative :)
sometimes i wish i could just tear off your fake mask and show how TRUE you are ..
but i know i should just keep myself out of the trouble...
people who trusted me will trust
those who are not, i don't really care
*_._*

it's christmas :D

2011-12-25T09:15:00.000-08:00

merry christmas everyone.... :D
spent my christmas eve at church celebrating jesus's birthday
and then went out with Mr. wah thong and obubu
sending cards to ppl's house mailbox together
~~~~
quite enjoy and very happy
then go to eaaat yamcha
hahaha after that went home.. even though its just a little thing we did together
but its quite happy enough already !!!!

within this holiday... lots of things happened...
some good some bad...
but i still really feels thankful to god for always be in my life
guiding and give me a hand when i fell down...
even when the time i forgot about him, he will still loves me no matter how

and also feels glad that WE get closer than before in this holiday!!!
love u guys...
<3

feeling bad

2011-12-22T05:10:00.000-08:00

im very very very moody now..

im always strong and optimistic in people's eyes.
but who would ever see the real me inside

sensitive to everything...
get irritated easily...
having some negative emotions ..
broke into tears easily...
i can't deal with problems rationally ..
so i always find some backup ways for myself..
IF i failed this way, at least i can catch another....
is that my fault?
feeling unsecure and just to make a confirm path...
am i asking for something beyond the limit?

i really wish that someone could just stand beside me
understand me and comfort me..
telling me everything will be alright.

INDONESIA :D

2011-12-16T23:45:00.000-08:00

hootss

here we are in indonesia now :)

olivia and ting watching movie now and I'm using free internet here

with a borrowed laptop updating post here

days here is really amazed by unlimited TASTY FOOD

ayam penyet, lalap, ikan bakar and lotssss

we get so full EVERY MEAL

gosh

and u even can found some biscuits here like only cost RP5000???

which is RM1.50 >.<

well i don't dare to try that

but!

lay's sold here is only less than rp8000

like about RM3? for the medium package owhhh

tasty

first day in nunukan was terrible with the hot weather!

then went to tarakan by plane...

stayin in swiss bel

quite a big room we have hah

also a BIG king size BED

we also had an aromatic MASSAGE in our room together

it was so tickling that when they massage our feet

me and ting can't stop giggling

its quite embarrassing when we were asked to take off shirts and pants >.<

but then its quite enjoyable when we tried to relax

everything is great, despite the weather :)

and the traffic here full of motorcycles >.<

:D wonderful trip, gonna update soon

another trip :)

2011-12-14T07:35:00.000-08:00

hurrayyy
gonna go to indo with olivia and ting tmr ^~^
first time go to indo...
not sure how fun it will be
but im sure that what i value much is not the place, food nor things thr
what will be kept in mind
is the time spent and memory with the people im going with <3

looking forward it seriously!!

tightly-scheduled day

2011-12-12T01:59:00.000-08:00

hiiiii
so i changed my blog background again!
this looks more cheerful and there r lots of presents!!!
feels so christmas

today is really really busy >.<
yesterday night was the first night during these few days to get into bed before twelve.
cause i was a bit sick...
then midnight (not sure whether its early morning)
there s loud thundering and raining so heavily..
sis's screaming woke me up zzz

went to lunch with wah thong and ting
then watched a scary movie at ting's place.. quite disgusting
then went out with junkwong again.
then with sandra them again. haha
they got me a surprise! late graduation greetings and flowers !!!
awwwhhhh <3

soooooooo happy and thanks to my dear pow and obubu :D
its really out of my expectation...

hmm.... planned to go indonesia with olivia and ting!!! on thursday :)
so excited now and feels so happy!!!!
yuhooo ~~~
feels like my holiday now getting interesting and time occupied with activities!!

love you all ! :i

yahoooo

2011-12-11T07:02:00.000-08:00

these few days are really tiring!!
yeaaa the annoying girls are back @sandra tan and olivia obubu!
hang out with them and had slept over at sandra's place...
i was the one who woke up the earliest ! at 830 waited them until 930 !
lin li ming and ting ting u guys owed me.

hmm..
actually planned to watch entire process of eclipse yesterday but failed
ended up watching movie at sandra's house
白蛇传说 and also x men
...

i hate the girl kissing lam fung! she s so lala! XD
it was supposed to be a tragedy or something but all of us actually laughed our ass off from start till the last part of movie.
and i fell asleep while watching x men LOL

and today~
went breakfast with junkwong after he fetched us
and then went home went eastern
night went to ting's place for movie with obubu~~
and STOLE some alcohol mixed with cola ~.~
that is what she usually did.
or always.

hope to go indo with my dear olivia for few days! hahaha

its just a regular update post
thinking to make this blog my personal daily diary?
as im too lazy to write on papers. :目

christmas coming soon! <3

regular holiday post :D

2011-12-07T04:20:00.000-08:00

FINALLY met this cuteeeee pet :X haha my dear ting ting seng!
we were so excited and hugged each other when we met
awhhhh long time didnt see her !
she got chubby now shhh haha
well, then we went to indocafe for food then go to her house
watched paranormal activity 3!!!!
hrmm...the ending is kinda disappointing and its not really THAT SCARY
few scenes we were so scared but still alright
haha the noob got shocked twice for the same scene replayed ~.~

sandra pow pow and olivia obubu is coming back! <3 hope u see this post? haha

oh yea and i just changed my blog background.
THANKS for the so called F.B sia jing ying for giving me info XD
duh please comment, at least in this post LOL
enjoy ur holiday, everyone!

一时感触

2011-11-28T07:41:00.000-08:00

还记得有个人说过
吃wasabi和吃辣椒的不同
就是wasabi的呛味虽然吃的时候会呛得流眼泪
可是就只是那刹的事
过了就没事了

也许生活中有很多不愉快的事也是一样
过了，就没事了
甚至，还有一些怀念？
hmm...

挣扎

2011-11-27T03:09:00.000-08:00

我不懂
到底我该坚持自己的立场
还是为了迎合别人而改变
……

holiday with great trip

2011-11-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

just have a short break in kk
and now am back to tawau.
feels so grateful to have a stay at my lovely relative's house
they really take good care of me and brought me to places :)
hehehe. here are some photos to share tho i have uploaded to fb.

days in kk :) tiring yet satisfied

the one who "in charge" of me <3 ke xin jie jie

meet this yi dian gor gor :)

and surprisingly found sugarbuns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
awhhhhh

thank you very much to uncle james! so sad that we didnt managed to take photo together ;(
It was very very very wonderful and full of joy during my stay and i love you all so muchhhh. <3
wish to meet u all very very soon again ^^
the trip let me have a feeling like im really grown up!

finally :)

2011-11-12T23:12:00.000-08:00

I'm finally graduated from high school ! *.*

Thank you to everyone who ever plays a role in my S3 life.
No matter sad or happy, I will keep our memories in my mind..
Sometimes i do really hope that i can store every pieces of our life into my brain like computer hehee

To all my NEW friends made in S3,
I really really really appreciate the friendship with you all :)
Please please please keep in touch.
I will still in Tawau next year so lets come out for a drink!
Or any activities!! e.g. LAMI <3

Had a great dinner night yesterday and also!
First time to FIRE -,-
haha thanks to those who brought us there XD

NEW LIFE STARTED! <3

graduate soon :')

2011-11-10T08:07:00.000-08:00

erhmm. ..
i will be graduate like in less than 30 hours something...
;)
time flies and finally my high school life comes to an end :'(

seriously i never regret staying for S3 and i can say my choice really worth.

everything i learnt not only in academic (eg. i done all maths hw XD) but also values more than that..
i feels like hard to leave..
hard to leave this school that i have been staying for six years.
hard to leave all the fun we had here
all the funny moments
all the sad things happened
all the feelings we shared
and all the friendships built up here :')

i know its hard to get everyone KEEP IN TOUCH as always said..
but i really really want us to be in contact always

looking forward to my future path, may god handle everything in my life

2011-10-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

im so stressed
and it doesnt seemed to be right time to be emo ...
but ....
....
zzz
*sigh

2011-09-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

我是想知道，我不找你你会不会主动一点。
或许我没有那么重要

2011-09-09T08:12:00.000-07:00

why do i have to care so much

2011-09-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

为什么
你变得那么不在乎了

life still goes on :D

2011-09-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

yes, finally realise that ..
something
there's no one that cannot live without someone. :')
i think it changed my way thinking?
somehow.

arhm.
its holiday.
and...... i was too tired to have any activities ==
oh yea and about the debate. we lose .. again
well.. at least we did our best! :)
hehee
its my last year tho

wasted part of my holiday in yamcha, sleeping till noon and movies ==
argghh should stop dy
UEC VERYYYYY SOON
*sigh
stress :/

oh ya i got my nail pinkish red.

,,,

2011-08-24T09:27:00.000-07:00

我真的很难受
……
没有想到我的难过
不能向你们倾诉
如果你还在乎的话…………

study mode on :?

2011-08-14T09:04:00.000-07:00

aish...
having stressful like recently...
first trial exam!!
i dont know why..
but just feel very stress and no mood !!
haiz... too much things happened..
and many things that i found out
i could hardly accept....

movie time :D

2011-08-11T00:05:00.000-07:00

last night went to watch harry potter
with libbie, jeanie and kang shiang.
felt like have been going through everything with harry
and now it finally comes to an end :)
i cried when i saw how deep snape's love for lily T.T sobs
and yap kang shiang is really a spoiler!
keep laughing beside made me no mood to cry ==
well, but i still don't like how harry ended up with ginny!
lol! that is too random...
:/

exam is coming soon! arrgghhh

finally am eighteen !

2011-08-08T09:03:00.000-07:00

yuhooo people!
haha finally im eighteen on this 0808 day :D
party went smoothly but photos taken wasnt so clear :/
*thanks to dad and mum for organising it

alright
wanna say thank you to everyone that attended
and also those who couldnt attend but got heart deee
haha glad to receive all greetings through fb or sms.
got heart jiu man yi le~ ^^

thanks olivia and mic for the not-so-surprised surprise <3
appreciate that really much
and also the GUYS that dance in my party!!
hahahaha
and also all the presents! :)
gonna upload photos soon! theres too much that i like!
felt touched for those who really chose specially for me.

<3
love you all.
my best bday celebration ever.

sfy

2011-08-07T08:22:00.000-07:00

why cant you understand...
i still can remember what she said
after you two get along we have been less quarrel
but its not that reason
i know. i tried being tolerate and so on

im angry
cause u couldnt understand what im thinking
maybe thats all...
u think yourself know everything?
you think you know who were those talking about you behind?
at least i can see it.
i said it wasnt me who tells everyone or what
as if its only me?
i wouldnt know something if someone didnt tells me
use your smart brain
*betrayers always around tho

im now not wanted to revenge or what.
its my last explanation

its not an exchanged condition you should know
its not like u forgive me so i have to do it same way to someone
that really offended me
so what do you think you are?
business now?
funny.

still remember last time what you said about her?
and now you replaced her.

i was just saying all this frankly, if you know, then you'll know
and please dont keep saying me
not mature very childish
i dont need ur judgement too.
(and for those who thinks so too , i dont care)
if u want to, just do it.

now i found your true face
:)

people

2011-07-28T09:00:00.001-07:00

yes
sometimes there were people who come to you
only when they need you
they forgot your existence whenever there's another one's presence
or after you dont have the value they want :/
hrm hrm

if u are reading this.
and you feel guilty.
and you thought of someone that u made into this way in your mind, now.
please, apologise.

2011-07-27T09:50:00.000-07:00

gonna organise a partyyyyyyyyyy soon :D

hmmm....
haiz......
诸事不顺

:S

2011-07-23T08:55:00.000-07:00

so tired recently!!!! dunno whats wrong :(
always get with eyebags :/
hmmm.... mum and dad left for few days to kk
so now im the one driving the virgo around
haha felt nervous at first and now was okay...
didnt update my blog for quite a long time

:S

每个人背后都有一段故事
每个人心里都有懂的事
很多关系
在转身之后往往变淡
很多朋友
在变心之后往往失去

another sunday

2011-07-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

woke up a lil bit late today :D
went breakfast with my maternal grandpa <3
and then afternoon tuition :/
haha.
then got the news that bing, manhou, soo lik them won the competition!!!!
wow! not sure whether they were cheating or what ==
hahaha but i did the powerpoint for them! that was so nice oneeee hehehe

i really really DON'T LIKE 双面人 AT ALL
please don't be so bitch
pretending to be friend with people and then talk bad behind
if u really don't like someone
just show up or don't be so close with that person
what you think you are?
angel? lol! fake caring with the people you don't like

has been thinking about something over and over again
that someone told me few nights ago
"being together for how many years doesn't matter, even if ten years it doesn't mean both of the couple will together at the end"
his word made me thinks a lot and was quite surprised with what he said..
but its true...
coupling for how long doesn't guarantee marriage or anything
sometimes it's timing that makes two get along forever
probably.

*i know it's kind a confusing post :'(

great weekend :)

2011-07-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

today was absolutely busy enough and great enough!!!!
morning was discussing debate in the cocurriculum room there :D
whole day!
and afternoon went out with mum
she bought her samsung galaxy s II that she had waited for so long!
and theeeeennnnn i bought the galaxy mini!!
quite nice and great in the white one <3
was in love using it tho.

and then went out with sandra pow pow and olivia ==
night went to ism graduation night and 20th anni. dinner
at jade ocean~
foods were great
satisfied today ^^

updatesss

2011-07-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

am now at soo lik's house with bing and manhou
mic thien and sharon just left
so excited playing tetris battleeeeee!!!
awhhh
have been so tired in school for these few days dont know why
probably because its too hot :/
anyway, received wah thong's last message before he board
and went to indocafe with silvi, oli, vincent and soo lik :)
nice dayssss ^^

two-days post

2011-07-09T08:44:00.000-07:00

T.T i lost my ipod
and it's so incredible i lost it INSIDE olivia's house...
we went to eat kaya ballS and roti john that afternoon...
was wanted to upload olivia's ugly pic
too bad :/
night we went to sandra's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's more like a gathering of us
taking photos and teasing each other =.=
that is SO FUN!
haha
sandra pow pow so u're eighteen now.
sang sang seng seng loooooo :D
we then wanted to play hide and seek in amanah park and go sin onn tiku?
ya i think its there
and then go to see agua...
agua getting lesser leh so kelian :'(
hahahahahha

AND TODAY

im so tired in school
there's thunder this morning i thought it gonna be HEAVY HEAVY RAIN like yesterday
but then it turns sunny again =.=
i found that my jacket made me falls asleep fast! like MAGIC :")
hhaa lost my ipod made me feel so crazy !!!! @@
but what to do? haiz
hope i can get it back soon!!! pray to god, i believe that there's a solution to this problem! thank goddd please help me :) maybe u can replace it with iphone, thank you! <3
alright, was about to update blog yesterday night but i just open the laptop, and then fell asleep >.< on my bed
haha
FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
just now went to han's party and played lami
lami
lami lami
lami lami lami!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
eheheee so WONG. won money :P
thanks to ah koo

its so late now, niteeeey

sleepy day

2011-07-07T07:47:00.001-07:00

slept while chatting with someone in msn yesterday night
being excited talking about dogs -,-
tooooo sleepy dy and just realised it morning
went to school today and slept for two periods physics!
oh crap. i don't even know there's a new lecture on my own table :/
jackson brought two big packs of keropoks today
and was eating during lessons :X
hahaha

afternoon went out with may :D
and then i get tired so fast.... only after lunch and walk to few shops....
went home and slept for two hoursss :(

this girl gonna leave to kl soon. less than forty eight hours :(
take care there darlinggggg :D
<3

oh yea i missed out something. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAX LEE :D
and also sandra tan for the next day111

2011-07-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

things i wanted to buy for NOW!
longchamp in red! :D gonna get it, soon?

haha today i did 4 chapters maths at school and i bet someone hated me so much now.!
salsa shim is it?
hahahah afternoon went for tuition then go long gai with soo lik, kalin, lam pa and bing bing
. go around and lam jer yong was non stop eating or suggesting to eat
haha then tonight went to olivia's place for SOTO!!!!
omg! thank you auntieeeeee :D
delicious enough that i wanted to cry haha

my about 14 years classmate without realise :X

im so touched she still kept this since s1 :'D

i gave her last year :)

hers. anyways i still love red one more.

received two bday partyyyy invitation cards today :D

note the little stars she put it inside! and almost everyone poured it out.

cute pic han han :)

something to share

2011-07-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

listen to my new blog song!
its awesome :D
and made me feel so relax
good feelings ... :>

05 july

2011-07-05T02:33:00.001-07:00

went to school today...
tiring...
ming suddenly feel not well the last period
shocked whole class
but yyb was the one so calm and like nothing happen ==
done my maths~ 12 chapters :D
twenty to go.
started blogging everyday now
as my diary la im lazy to write it haha
hmmm kang shiang back to school today also
erhmmm nothing special happen tho
afternoon went eastern guong ming with miss sandra and obubu
and then pow wants to drive my car haha
somebody who ignore the traffic light XD
then hmmm nothing to do la
night go herny tuition lo

found myself can calm down and think now
i don't really give a damn to how u all talk behind me
at least i know your true face.
even i didn't show it.
it's exactly hard to trust anyone, except yourself.

lesson learnt today, from lam jer yong.
it's not that when u said sorry and the one has to accept it.
sorry doesn't mean anything if u don't mean it and show it.

laugh

2011-07-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

you're nothing but shit
reading ur notes made me feels so bad
why there's a people who can speak out its cheap
listen to what you said made me grinned in heart?
cause u dont even know the story :D
y0u make them up

04 july 2011

2011-07-04T06:23:00.000-07:00

haha was promised yyb, man hou and soo lik to go breakfast with them
but i really cant wake up and finally didn't attend hehehehe
woke up at ten and went for tuition
lunch with ker, tien, deanna, nicole heng, kelvin han, soo lik, man hou, yb, chong kin yang? (hope im not wrong with his name) and WAH GIU
yea and after that went tuition again
haha someone just put genevieve and my PLANE
said go yacht club and end up staying home
okay so nvm, i just went to pu zhao shi with tien and nicole heng
haha the funny yet made me fear that moment thing was there's a dog knocked down by a car!!!
i was seeing tien and nicole walking towards me on the road
i was walking toward the other side of the road
AND THEN A CAR CAME ACROSS MY SIGHT
TIEN TIEN SCREAMED !!!!
chiu shocked me almost till death! my goodness
it was the dog! =.= i thought genevieve lim yie tien was hit!
the two ah moi, one said saw its tail trampled and one said its body
but i still saw it ran away tho
hmmm .. then we went home...
still discussing about that in car and so
my feet already so tired :/ now
hah

uhmm.. i quit facebook once again
not only like avoid distraction and also hmm
dunno lo very fan see dao fb haha
trying not addict that much lo
:D
get me on skype okay?
i think my name is lauleeyiu there
not so sure.. haha

tomorrow's HOLIDAY

2011-07-03T08:34:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to schs! :D
thank you for letting us to have one day holiday tomorrow! haha
went to ex rasa sayang just now to dinner with sandra them
after that went to old town help bing them for competition projecttt
and have nothing to do after that
it rains so heavily ! *pouring rain'?
hmm then ... seng and kia lin came. and soo lik also.
and they laughing so loud! shit and laugh till almost cry -,-
alright then, everyone got tired and went home.
and now im typing this post cause im too bored. :/

ran for the school!! :D

2011-07-03T00:09:00.000-07:00

just woke up and my head is so pain :/
my muscles contracting!!!
arghhhh
haha got 64 im quite satisfied dy =.=
at least i didn't stop or quit :D
weeeheee sandra tan came to jogathon also
hmmm fortunately this time was not too hot or what
aish i can feel how tense the muscle is
haha anyways im so tired

after holiday

2011-07-02T07:38:00.001-07:00

okayyy its kinda late post here.
well, i got 9 for my first semester.
i considered that as good? =.=

hmm found myself getting more blurred and forgetful these months :(
something's wrong with me :((((((

faced different people, different problems and different views.
and sometimes i hated myself so much for being so suspicious in everything but im just too bad in pretending
:/
*sigh

another happy day holiday

2011-05-29T08:26:00.001-07:00

okay mic thien asked me to update :D
*sigh
holidays~ hrmm hrmm hrmm..
nothing to do?
just started my drama whole day then night went out with peoples
im sooooo sooo sooooooo wish time to slow down
wonder why is it getting faster and faster as we're growing up
or its just me who has this feelings? haha
nothing to update about
refer to fb :")

happy happy day

2011-05-03T09:44:00.001-07:00

haha yes the title sounds lala
and its so late im typing this post
we (soo lik, ybyong, lam jer yong, cjj, hok sin, mic thien)...
went to cinema today and watched FAST AND FURIOUS 5
it really really made me had the urge to get a sport car or whatever
hahahahahhaha
lam px keep talk nonsense in cinema
and he got high when we had dinner at yum yum
mic thien eat meat!!! haah kidding
its like whole night full of laughter and non-stop..
give me a pause from being emo and emoier XD
then went to eastern and giant haha
and they're afraid of me driving bing's car -,-
LOL! i drive safe duh
gonna sleep now, its too late...
uncoordinated post :) too happy

2011-04-21T08:54:00.000-07:00

best dinner ever :D
went to sakura zen for farewell of the exchange students
-v-
full and like the macha ice cream
the very 1st time to like stuff with GREEN TEA
taste good haha!
lots to update soon
<3

心底话

2011-04-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

有时候，觉得我们好像不再那么多话谈
曾经我们都说过什么都不会变
大家要保持联络
可是心底那一份不安全感还是存在
我知道大家依然没变
可是有时候就是害怕时间和距离将我们隔离
我真的很想相信很想坚定一些
可是却常常被不安和落寞牵绊

我真的
很想念你们 :(

打这一篇东西
真的让我很想哭……

2011-03-30T08:51:00.001-07:00

okay if u found it here
haha
i deactivated my fb acc.
not sure how long would it be but at least it will stay deactivated for quite a long time
not anti social of course but just trying to..
u know, not to curious too much
and not to suspect too much
not to DISLIKE too much too :/

haha i think everything goes smooth? not really smooth but still acceptable way
and it's like finally we got those REAL bio experiment
haha
i don't know la quite down sometimes.
and i don't know who to share to.
:(

it was so tiring today
volleyball competition but our class ended up lose -,-
but i still like it! and there's so much fun too!
except the part of my skin turns dark
haha
congrates to winners and cheers for US! yeeeheee :D
great experience tho -,-

recently

2011-03-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

alright, i think i've similar titles for few blog posts -,-
i just don't know what to put..
whateverrrr

haha it's like one week passed soooooo sooooo fast!
like in worrying tsunami comes to tawau :( i dont want..
and like SPM result?!
haha alright have to admit that i think my result is okay for ME... -,-
i couldn't have hope for something more than that!!!
9A's 1B+ supposed consider good yea -,-
what surprised me most were all the three science subjects
all got A- haha i thought i would have failed them or like get C something
everyone was sooooo nervous in class and have waited from 8am =.=
till 10 and was told to get result later.. -,-
and finally on 11.30? probably...
all i can remember is ppl squeezing into office HARDLY haha

*i feel like wanted to vomit again, thinking back all the nervousness XD

alrightttt time to aim better for UEC :/
*sigh*
maths disappointed me :((((
haha im quite.. okay? for mid term exam? at least i got my physics passed

okayyy, there's nothing special happened tho..
oh yea, like, started tuition for those juniors :D
talking two hours or an hour make me feels like stop talking in classes XD

1st post of 2011

2011-03-21T07:32:00.000-07:00

Yes, so it's 2011..
seems like my blog missed lots of things happened between like... few months blank
well, everyone has own busy life and hard to get connected.
:'(
but i'll still miss u guys!!! :D
and please always update to me (u know how 38 am i de la kay)
to anyone who read this post, please leave blog link at chatbox i wanted to re-link and cause some lost or what -,-

haiz..
something to talk about my life...
sometimes im happy but im emo when im alone, get it?
i don't want to explain any more and i think should just left it there now..

yes, i regretted what i said, but i was just being honest.
i don't want to be pretending in front
i asked, "am i really wrong?"
someone told me "if u think it's valued, then you should get things back"
but now, its not the matter of valued or what..
im really disappointed and why it seems like all my fault
since everyone was actually not happy BEHIND
i don't know what to do for now.
i care, but i don't feel like admit it.
now, i learnt.

anything happened just keep silent. no matter what ur heart tells.

holiday :)

2010-09-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

alright a little update
IT'S HOLIDAY!
okay and now i have no idea its how many days already
went kk for debate competition!
anyway.. we lose for very very close marks difference
haha' and the judges praise me :p
of course and kia lin, matthew....
that's really fun shop around there!!
my wallet almost empty but feel so happy after buying lots of stuff!!
haha
and lami after back...
and go lim man gui just now..
just cant stop laughing cause someone keep talk nonsense!!!
lets go again next time!!!
haha currently staying with sandra tan :)

2010-08-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

有时候真的不知道该怎么办？
是想太多还是什么~
其实有时候很不开心
可是还是硬要装得自己很乐观很大方
我不会面对每个人问我怎么了
我不习惯把所有事情都摊开来讲
我只是期望有时会有人发现我其实不开心
可是
似乎有一点难
我真的开不了口
:(

2010-08-07T21:44:00.000-07:00

hmm

hhmm

2010-07-14T03:14:00.000-07:00

hmm..
supposed there is no any title for this post~
haiz..
have no idea.
everything seems like so... complicated? and.. unhappy?
i just don't get it like...
there's a lot of things that i have to keep in my heart
there's lot of questions i want to ask
there's lot of answers i want.

too much to update

2010-07-03T19:48:00.000-07:00

唔……不知从那里讲起才好
放假先拉

就，放假的时候……第二个星期拉我们都是在练习forum 哦
刚开始的时候，我的intonasi真的是…………
烂到没有的顶咯
可是很辛苦就是我不知要怎样改
还好练习了差不多两个星期才改好
然后开学过后每天都是去讲堂练习
每一节课都在那里
我们简直是“与世无争、与世隔绝、在世外桃源……”
最好就是徐立咯
做候补
但是又不用背稿
来来函酱
妒忌死哦！！！！！！！！！

forum的时候
哎我们差不多晚上7点才到kudat
真的是闲
然后回房换个衣服就要去吃东西什么
感觉很臭
哈哈
过后就是试音
我们巴中啊
其实应该感到幸福咯
其实我们的音响已经是很好了
讲真真咯
那里的音响
一开，就有什么小鸟叫声还有流水的声音
很怪也很烂
到比赛当天
很紧张拉
一大早就起身准备外套那些
不过比赛是在resort 进行的
那里的什么marudu hall
小到他！回音很大所以会更紧张哦
然后很多有趣的事情拉……
多到我打不完哈哈
尤其是徐立很high~

昨天校庆
气氛很high!!!
爽到爆~虽然累
可是如果没有去一定会后悔咯
过后就和elaine, terence, ah lo, wahthong 去到 hong yee 吃东西和看球
就回家咯
累到要命
很快就睡了

义跑
拿第83 咯~
不过很感谢咯那太阳不晒
不过现在脸有一点烫
要去休息咯~~~
就酱拉
很累

only word in my mind-- ARGHHHHHHH!

2010-06-25T08:10:00.001-07:00

stressful and tiring week
with forum practices and so on. haiz
so emo and so sad and so angry and so fan nao
too much things happened and so annoying!!!
i dunno la.
t.ahmad hopes so much that we can gt no.2?!!!!!!
=.=
ah.ha.
haiz
seriously hope everything going smoothly and please!!!! pleaseee!!! pleaseee!!!
just went school with wah thong, elaine, terence and soo.
they go for 24 drums lo
and me and elaine just go office and help wah thong do his stuff
a bit scary de duh haha
haiz.
sometimes ppl are too complicated.
its hard to differentiate the real one and the pretending one
arrrggghhhH!!!!

sleepover

2010-05-30T06:07:00.001-07:00

okay~ lets talk about sleepover at sandra's house and time spent with her

~ day1:

afternoon: -----play with pumpkin (trying hard to stop her from biting slippers), watch pps @.@,

night:----------WAS planned to go yamcha but =( hehe so spending few hourssssss(till 4.30a.m.) on computers. pps/facebook/msn/drink cola -- oh ya, and pumpkin's a big girl now!

~day2:

morning:---- SOMEONE told me to wake up at 9, i woke up at 6.02, sleep back and 8.30, on laptop and watch pps!!! 谈情说案！！ yeeeepeeeeee lam fung! !! infinity ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ him! i tried VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY hard to wake sandra tan up at 9.00, 10, 10++ , and finally 11.am~ olivia came here and going out for lunch with tee wah thong and terence quek yen jian!

afternoon: ---- wait at OLIVE, sambil eating, for the two big ppl!!! yish who finally arrive after an hour waiting for them. after that!!! went ♥EASTERN PLAZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with all those lunch- ppl and doing some BIG PROJECT! choosing ~~~~~choosing~~~choosing~~~~ captured some photos but something's wrong with my hp. virus probably so all photos gone. haizzzz~ sorry a. then go yamcha lo ~~ what's that place name? anyone tell me thanks~ i mean, sandra, or olivia. and went home!!

night: ----- bath. facebook and pps still. and went home after dinner @.@ typing blog here . that's all!! gonna sleep soon

GOODNIGHT!! ♥

=（

2010-05-01T23:14:00.000-07:00

觉得有时候或许比较陌生的人反而可以谈很多东西
越熟悉的越不能坦然面对
是顾虑？
唉~
我希望自己什么也不说，别人就能明白 =（
我不是那种觉得怎样就说的人
有些事就算不开心也不会讲明的~
我就是这样~所以能怎样？

生活

2010-04-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

哎…… 生活可以算是越来越忙了？
活动，功课，补习………………
其实还满享受这种生活
就…………
很充实，很有意义的感觉~
不过
对于压力，始终还是不能习惯

little update

2010-04-11T21:48:00.000-07:00

participate in debate competition and our team is in final =)
helped s2R to prepare for the competition.
well.. they're really so serious in preparing and even though they lose
but!! haha they done really great as they first time participate lo~
haha congrates seng, chung bet and yuan2 lo!~

sat. went for welcoming camp, also combined camp with leo club
really fun and there's quite tiring!!!
straightly went tuition again after camping @.@
and really bu tahan loh~~
so.... i skip school today =)
and slept until 11 am
aha too bad, u guys are having classes! =.=

have to rush for all homework now. =(
wish me luck

ppppuuuuhhh...

2010-02-23T06:22:00.000-08:00

its still too hard to understand that next friday exam!!
everyone asking me when exam
and they seem dont believe me when i told them next friday
well...
>.<
haiz...
everyone, exam add oil lohh~~~
hahahaha ^.^

new year post ??

2010-02-21T23:31:00.000-08:00

alright, lets have a little update here.
im really toooooo BUSY recently hahah..

went golf club dinner yesterday night with sandra and her family and obubu..
haha~
we so scared the "UNICORN" XD
we planned to shout if they come near, but they dont =.=|||
after dinner, sent obubu home
and then follow sandra's family go pu zhao shi see xia those lanterns, lights ahh watever
very nice!!!
and then went home and pack my bag =(

so sleepy during classes..
i rushed peka then didnt use it today =(
too bad
and then i do maths loooo

oh ya, hope pluto nothing la his "hand"
and finally i knew how to play lami!! thanks jialih for giving lecture to us haha

chinese new year ends soon! enjoy the last week !!!
=)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR '2010!!

2010-02-15T02:18:00.001-08:00

sorry was too busy to update a little about chinese new year
haha.
stay tawau and almost all relatives came back.
and my little sisters and brother ahaha
its like 3 years ago i saw them >.<

day 1
take angpau!!~~~ haha
and go church and then jiu nite go dinner laaa

day 2
busy serving dad's workers and uncle's friends here
cant go sap di's house
sorry!!!!!!!
and im quite tired already now
waiting for hong yee gang 's member come over and some dad's friends
ahhh.....
tired =()

tong yuen day~~~

2010-02-11T04:52:00.000-08:00

yea. cook tong yuen today!!!
with my group with 10 ppl and 2 tables?!
i like the bing tang de more than choc lol!
hahaha~
and got a bit beh song laaa~ guys noe why haha

alright, and im started to get used with my rumours spreading around by sammi, mic, sandra and obubu!!
ish.
whatever la fan zheng he dont mind jiu ok le
aiyooooo~
.....

and i cant go tinagat trip =(
haiz...
exam soon!!
gonna study even this holiday !! its cny!
haiz
too bad, study!!!

sports day 1

2010-02-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

oh, there's nothing much to talk about, i didnt take part in any competition =p
just the 2010 dancing .
and what did i do the whole day?!

shouting add oil and hold ppl's bag or things or anything
with olivia.
of course! and photos !! hahaha
we shouted like crazy =.=
and i found that there's no use shouting your house colour.
just shout out "ahhhhhhhh"
>.<
there's no difference between them

felt my face still hot and my skin colour is RED? -,-
my skin and face was like so hot and make me want to scratch!
i cant even do my MATHS with my hardworking-partner --- loyang ^-^
hahaa then we just talk and laugh in tuition till we went home
whatever

cant wait for tomoro =)

i felt quite sad when someone mentioned the word "last year"
just... feel like time flies sooooooo fast.
lots of people going overseas studies next year.
or A-level.
*huff*
I'll miss you all.
really.

30/01/2010

2010-01-30T01:57:00.000-08:00

最近……
该说是 “今年”一直以来
我都是乖学生都有做功课和上课
p s 国文课例外
最大的梦想：帮nigel完成梦想--有一天小奋奋（颜俊奋）来问我数学！！
哈哈

很快的
一个月又要过去了
时间时间时间！！！
慢下来 PLEASE!

计划

2010-01-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

我想要
找一天时间
好好的把以前的 posts 和comments
从头读到尾

再来

2010-01-21T06:15:00.000-08:00

又轮到 nigel 离开了
今天也是哭
又夹着一些好笑的情绪
都是因为他在那里讲什么冷笑话

今天很多人哭
比起 ah lo离开
感觉上大家哭得更伤心
或许是因为经历了一次
现在还没整理好情绪
又得面对多一次分离

ah lo,
got happy dao la see dao u gt blog liao
haha
i'll always go leave comment d dont worry >.they told me dont do so =.=
or else u'll quit blogging hahahaha
no lah, i think u started to miss me right now
so you wont treat me that bad d lah rite?

nigel,
update ur blog more often.
and webcam with me!!!
well, even though im not your BFF something but we've been frens so many years!!!~
since primary 2 ? ==
trapped in the kh room .. =.=
go hunting lagi
laugh YFH
gossip (u rili pro dao .. pro than me bah.. erh,... really haha)
nyet sai ppl.
u put my aeroplane ah my bday u acc. me go library d bah!
i'll really miss you.
lets go aus together =)
and u and ah lo ah must xiang qin xiang ai there
^^

GOODBYE. SEE YOU SOON~

还是要面对的

2010-01-19T02:21:00.000-08:00

昨天去送机了……

farewell 的时候根本还没有什么想哭
结果昨天早上
ah lo 来课室
化学老师让他讲几句话
还以为他会像之前敷衍几句
哽咽了一下
他开始眼红红 ……
就知道要哭了
本来我以为自己不会哭的
看到他哭
自己也忍不住开始

下午送机
上机场时在车里也是开开心心那样
可是
拍完照，是时候进去了
大家一起大喊“byebye ah lo”
目送着他离开
进入关闸
我真的忍不下去
一直哭一直哭
到车上还在哭
停了
回想起
又开始哭

到机场的路上是那么的迫不及待
下机场的路上却变的那么漫长
大家都很安静
我想
我们大家聚在一起从来没有那么安静过

回到家眼睛又累脸颊又痛头也晕
收到简讯
又哭
累到睡了

我们一起相处过的记忆
好的坏的
我都不会忘记
虽然你每次都欺负我又zat我
不过突然都不见了
还是不习惯
生活的每一件事都可以联想到你
不过该面对的还是要面对
祝福你 =")

*即使流着泪，还是要笑着祝福

接下来的离别
我想我会崩溃

永远

2010-01-15T03:59:00.000-08:00

永远
到底有多远
永远不是承诺
是期望

happy birthday terence quek yen jian =p

2010-01-14T06:20:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
this picture describes you very well.
having birthday
and
SLOW
haha
that's too bad you are not going to get driving license first!
even though u treat me bad! a little bit better than ah lo =.=
but i still like u very very very very much!
hahaha
i know what are you going to say "ew!!"
u childish boy, the eldest one between us but still the one always need help
and always zat sammi
haha
hope that you'll TURN OVER A NEW LEAF!
u're 17 now!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEKY

10/01/2010

2010-01-10T04:11:00.000-08:00

"天下无不散的筵席"
很久以前都很明白这个道理
可是面对时候
还是控制不了情绪的起伏
接下来的
我想都不敢想
我害怕离别的伤感
我不敢想像未来更多的离别
或许
人都在伤痛中成长？
小时候很想赶快长大
现在我希望时间慢下来
我需要更多的时间

复杂

2010-01-08T05:28:00.000-08:00

很烦
很乱
我知道该专注学业
我在尽力
目前为止都很顺利

当你做那些事
讲那些话
我都不知道该怎么样
厌烦你的态度
我知道不关我的事
可是我不想挑拨事端
我已经尽量在忍了
我不知那一天会爆发
所以
麻烦你
措辞好一些
讲话过滤先

今天的感觉很不好
突然知道很多事很多烦恼
谁来救我

school 06/01/2010

2010-01-05T23:39:00.000-08:00

start having lessons already.
actually i don't really remember what we did in english period? =.=
probably.... nothing?
straightly go register take driving law test and got the 2 books
to read?
fast go register ba others
those terence and ah haw!
jan bday should go last year! and see now!
the lesson date is even after u guys bday. haiz!

haha, S2 now.
still cant really get with it
feel like we're still CHILDISH (the you know THEM)

great responsibility

First day of school ^^

2010-01-04T04:29:00.000-08:00

yeepee!
first day of school!
and guess what,
im sitting between sandra and olivia,
behind mic and sam!!
yoohooooo
its like wasting 4 periods listening to "someone"
school hot dao !!!~
gonna bring fan to school soon hahahahahahaa
im doing homework now =.=
yeah, like everytime starts a new year
GONNA WORK HARD~
*huff*

afternoon went out with sandra and olivia
buy stuff, go guong ming, statepets arh!~

tomoro bath pumpkin ^_^

layout changed

2010-01-03T06:04:00.001-08:00

yes, its new year!
so i decided to change my layout.
found that previous layout was just too PINK!
prefer a simple and nice one.
so what do you think?
nice?

happy new year 2010!~

2009-12-31T17:57:00.000-08:00

ahah!~
happy new year!~
new year new hope!

29/12/2009

2009-12-29T02:39:00.000-08:00

i got my hair cut today.
still acceptable =.=
went school to buy books of mine with sandra
and went PASAR SIN ONN for breakfast with her and my mum
eat sang nguk mian
after that!
we DO OUR HOMEWORK
believe it.
i had done my chemistry and i lost my physics ques 7&8
aizz
whatever..
watch youtube..
and we play with pumpkin, again?!
aha bring her go shower, go eastern, go fuji corner, again?!
eat cba ooo
and then went home
that's all for today
i'll get to update blog more frequently, hope so.
reading eclipse, sandra lend me.

day out with sandra and mic, buy books

2009-12-28T02:31:00.000-08:00

yes, there's a serious "traffic jam" at school.
buying books!
its like one year worse than one year
i prefer the way buying books in class like long time ago
me:at least can skip one day right?
well... squeezing in people mountain people sea for about one hours !
just for the books.
i have no idea what time should i go tomoro.
headache.

went out with cute sandra and mic mic!
=p
go kfc and mian mian bing.
too bad.
no photos.
i thought i lost my guardian card!!!! there's 14 stamps on it hahaha
=.=
i found it under my bed... haha!
great day.
i want school but i miss holidays badly..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2009-12-24T06:25:00.000-08:00

merry christmas to everyone!!!
=)

holiday'09 (1)

2009-12-17T20:51:00.000-08:00

alright..
now all my cousins went back already..
im no longer babysitter anymore..
hmm
but now im doggie nanny ...
huffffff
training pumpkin to sit....sit.... eat! like tat
and bark
and quiet
i dont know how much she learn it.. but i hope it works hahaha
at least she haven bite me , yet.

dogs are cute, but not the time you clean their poop or pee..

haha
but they are still CUTE..
hmm hmm,... im boring !!
waiting for you guys coming back and bring me go yamcha.
!
ah ah, somebody promises that.!

post for ms.OLIVIA ANTANIA THIO

2009-12-16T19:08:00.000-08:00

well... im already busy for about one week taking care of olivia's sons ---- popeye and pluto >.<

to let her know HOW BUSY AM I, just read through this post!

daily work:
1.wake up early to feed them (they usually start "barking" at 6.30! =( trying very hard to open my eyes), and i have to move the BIG cage from kitchen to outside

2.clean their poops! getting bigger and wont get down the cage! i have to press them down with tissues!! omg olivia antania thio!

3.play with them, apply baby powder! comb their fur.

4.stop them from fighting, again?!

5.training time

6.lunch time, poop again! clean again

7.they pee so much, have to change the newspaper at least twice a day!

8.play time

9.dinner time, move the BIG cage from outside to kitchen.

10.i still have to worry if they sleep well in night! i think i got

EXTRA WORK:
1.wash their cage. really ah.. the poop sticks on the cage! aiyyyyy

2.wash their towels, toys, bones... sometimes their poop....

3.hug them...

REPORT FOR OLIVIA THIO:

okay la i still like them very very very much de... they are so cute!! they knew how to stand, sit, kiss kiss and smile smile now. haha i uploaded their pictures in facebook. go see! well, sandra's pumpkin is with me now, and ur popeye arh! keep go challenge her jiang ... then bark bark bark bark bark bark bark bark./... then i jiu go stop them.. see how xin ku am i... alright that's all for today.. i mean for u, next post is for sandra, not u anymore. hahahaha u're busying stealing ppl's line right now? do something else la u, i thought u brought soooo many HOMEWORK to sg?? muahahahahaha... have fun there. miss you!

生日快乐

2009-11-26T04:13:00.000-08:00

刘泓泉,

生日快乐
=p

有完没完！

2009-11-23T20:44:00.000-08:00

好心你们啦~
你们凭什么去挑拨别人的友谊
在没有搞清楚事情之前
可不可以不要唯恐天下不乱

你
抢了别人的朋友
你以为很光荣？
挑拨别人的感情
你觉得自己的友谊就很真吗？
告诉你
不要自以为是
你现在所谓的“朋友”也只不过是个表里不一的人
你觉得她真的对你好？
你觉得她真的喜欢你？
她应该没有告诉过你她对你的不满吧
当了人家的救生圈就算
还要自以为自己是救世主？！

还有你
你的友谊就这么经不起考验？
别人说个两三句就相信
就质疑自己的好朋友？
说实在
我不懂你是怎么想的
或许你其实不把她当你的好朋友吧
你有体谅过她的感受吗？
你知不知道她维持你们这段友谊有多辛苦
你却不断搞出事情
不要以为她永远都会回到你身边
你连给她解释的机会都不给
她的解释
你都不相信
你自己想一想
你的友谊　有多真诚
我不怕你看到我所说的
我　的确是不喜欢你
我看清你的表里不一
可是　在她面前　我们就算多不喜欢你
也没有提过任何关于你的一句话
请不要把自己在我们之间看得那么重要
我们也没有说过要她离开你什么
你自己误信小人
不要把过错推到别人身上！
你宁愿相信别人的话
都不肯相信她
你还真伟大

更厉害的是
你还可以若无其事和我说话
真佩服
你以为我看不到你和那个挑拨离间的人在窃窃私语吗
不撕破脸皮，就以为是懦弱？
你们俩自己好好堆在一起吧！

真假

2009-10-08T07:10:00.000-07:00

真？假？

一切都似乎让人看不清楚

我看不懂

你在我面前说的才是真的

还是在她面前说的是真的

我很珍惜我们的友谊

你也是吗？

我无法肯定你的答案

还是你只是因为孤单

才勉强自己的

如果你真的不喜欢我们的话

何必勉强自己

我真的不知道

你在我们面前说的

是真？还是假

不要说你只是为了安抚她的情绪

我无法开口

我不敢问

我不敢问你到底把我们当成什么？

我不敢接受你的答案

我不敢看到你的为难

如果她才是你所谓最真的朋友

那我们是什么

不要因为以为我不知道

就真的是不知道

我真的无法开口

我不想加重你的心理负担

只能在你面前强颜欢笑

是吗？

我谁也没说

我只是想好好的保留现在的和平

我不想要掀起什么风波

再说

要如何开口

*或许事情并不如我想中，可是有些事情看到了就是看到了，我就是没有哪个勇气去置疑……

中秋节

2009-10-06T00:38:00.000-07:00

今年中秋节
很开心咯~~
因为有的做冰皮月饼~~
哈哈
学校的是用火龙果的汁做饼皮~~
虽然我们没有照着老师教的分量去做面皮~~
不过很好吃咯！！！！！！！！
！！！！
！！！！！
！！！！！！
超级
哈哈
不过我们（mic,sammi ,oli,salsa,me）
做的不够过瘾~
因为“听讲” salsa 那组的失败了
所以
第二天又买好材料一起做！！
这次用的是 mango juice
很好味！！
ahaha
宝就惨咯没有的一起做……
哈哈
不过想我这么好心
当然有做给他啦
阿哈~
来来来
有谁想吃的报名阿
明年做给你吃 XD

* 真的很好吃

something new

2009-09-23T00:59:00.000-07:00

我想
我应该
算是可以放下你了
或许…………

至少
比起为你而忧郁
我找到更重要的事
为未来
做更好的努力

你
也不是全部

=(

2009-09-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

i dont really know..
juz simply feel like u're not the one i know
at least ..
i thought i know you

try to ignore everything about you
im really sad
its a feelings that made u wan to cry
but
there are no tears ..

辩论

2009-08-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

星期五那天去辩论了咯~
所以没有去学校
和 Ea, ken lim, pei fen, kar yee, ket chun, kia lin, matthew thien
一起去的咯~

第一天
飞机是10.45 的
可是老板有令，一定要9.30 就到机场
结果就先去 ea 的家等“和兴隆”来载
然后比老板那班车早到！！！
uishnah!~
结果开开心心去check in
突然！！！！！！
！！！！
！！！！
发现我们那一班机 delay !!
soi de mah!
算了咯！！~
等啊等
…………………………
突然看到李昌誉
好咯！
多了 kaki 可以开台
就去canteen 哈哈哈！
知道的啦~
五十二
最后等到1.35 终于可以上机了咯~
哈哈
谢谢有人帮我们放 bag 咯~

去到机场然后还要坐 taxi 下 keningau
aiks
应该是因为吃 KFC 的关系
我们一整程都胃不舒服
我，佳霖，惠熠一辆
我们的 taxi 有电影看的咯！！
不过恐怖的就是那个司机一直在瞄那套戏在做什么～
到了咯！
酒店好很多！！～
冷气冷到！！！爽！！～

晚上是去一个有钱人的家吃晚饭？！
有奇怪到
气氛有很像“农业发展计划讲座会”
懂的人就懂啦～
先跟我们前两年 room mate 道歉～　没有机会见到你哦～
下次找机会拉！
晚上吃晚饭后大家都作最后冲刺～到１２．＋＋

第二天
一早６．３０就要下 lobby
嗯…………
很眼睡好不好！
去到根华食堂吃早餐
还好咯～
不过那里的天气凉凉的很爽下
不像斗湖！～
比赛前都很紧张下
虽然输了不过还是觉得尽力了
评判给了很多意见
主要是因为情绪很激动？？
有点

下午还要争季军！～
唉…………
ken lim又不在～
所以佳以作主辩
ea 和我　就中间　２．３
佩芬就惨咯，新手一上来就结辩
可怜她咯～
新手当然有点比不过对方结辩老手拉！！～
凯程哥～
至少评判是讲我们一到三辩是胜着的
不过我们结辩是新手已经很了不起！！
评判有看好我们喔！！~
掌声掌声

晚上晚宴我们还以为是聚餐
所以穿得很 leh feh 一下！～
谁知道原来去大酒店
><
还好没有人认识我们

第三天
有人咯很拖衰　去跟评判讲什么啊～
讲　“我们今年拿最后，明年一定拿第一”
soi de mah
明年拿不到就不用再去了
评判和主持人和我们混得很熟一下
都是因为有两个人（kia lin, ket chun）
不爽没有人知道我们是谁
因为一直有人要找学校
不是问下我们是什么学校
谁知道那两个家伙喊大大声
“巴华中学！最热情的学校！”
za dao
还用标准华文
去年去丹南
有认识到一位搞笑的老师
特地跑来跟我们握手
还讲我们有进步
他的那一队很好的咯！！~
哈哈~
连我们在比赛
经过也要打招呼~~
哈哈谢谢你啦
还好过一些连微笑都不给的！！！~欠！

好啦～大概是酱啦
间中发生了很多有趣的事情
例如：“卖鱼”，争 bus 位，很多人的 VIDEO，照片！只有一些人可以看到拉
重点是 matthew thien 经过这一次难忘的trip 已经被改造了！！
想象一个拍 gay 照片，讲“x”话, 有gf 的matthew~!!~

p.s. 开开心心过一辈子！

it's 11:50

2009-08-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

okay~ its my active period again
=="
to study?
hmm
las day ~
hu~...
my uec physics today !!~
cant save le !!~
=(
going to debate this friday ^^
update blog after come bk lar bbye~

2009-07-31T07:48:00.000-07:00

我似乎
还是跨不过自己设下的
心墙
不理解？
确是

停课？

2009-07-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

嗯~~
今天生病了
发烧
所以也没去学校

结果下午
班导拨电来找我~
吓了我一跳
=="
原来是要告诉我
停课到6号？
哇
吓到一下
不会是我们班真的有人中了吧？
希望大家都没事拉~~

最生气的就是！！！
winnie 还有给假期作业~！！

终于

2009-07-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

okay ~~
熬过了这么多天！！！~
终于被我发现有 line了！！~
（斗湖、山打根最近line 坏了）
开心到爆~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~

嗯…………
不过叻~
托某人的福~
我们班上有17 个人要被隔离咯~
唉！~
可惜不是整班
赫赫
我也是有一点感冒
所以也是很怕一下~
嗯~~
所以基本上(basically?!)哈哈
我现在是要一直戴着口罩的
^^

hmm

2009-07-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

最近真的是发生太多的事了
唉~
有些事情
真的可以令你看到很多所谓“真相”
看到很多人的“真面目”

昨天没有去学校
=.="
不是因为怕 tsunami 吧！！
头痛咯
然后结果自己一个人在家看日食（电视的咯好不好？）

今天去学校真的是“衰！”
死人头 RONALDO收了我的美术纸！！！

气死人猪头来的！！！！！
啊
！！！！！
T.T~~~~

我能说什么？

2009-07-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

嗯…………
最近还蛮烦恼的！~
阿哈

看到你们这样
我能说什么？
我不喜欢
那又能够怎么样？
还不是改变不了什么吗？

再看到你们这样
我也说不了什么
小题大做？
无聊?
你们自己断定　

就不能
停止伤害？

————————————————————————————————————
听讲有海啸 >,<
哈哈~
如果我星期四没有上来报平安
嗯…………
那你们（幸存者）就帮帮我
告诉全部人我永远爱他们
还有
我的生日是08/08 =)
还有
我还是不会喜欢 cot bao XXX

其实
我真的不懂我还能有什么“遗言”
？什么？

说不出的感觉

2009-07-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

张汇珉同学，

虽然说我根本就不认识你
可是听说你的事……
心底莫名的悲伤侵袭着我
看了你的friendster
原来，你还有一个灵魂伴侣
他的悲伤
不管怎么说
都无法磨灭的吧
你的离开这么地突然
即使我和你是从来没有交接的陌生人
可是
还是希望
你在天国好好地过
记得…………
这里还有一班为你心痛、想念你、爱你的人
__________________________________________________________________

我的心情难以形容
是一种
无法用言语表达的痛
=(

失去意义

2009-07-12T04:06:00.000-07:00

好久都没上来啦~~
感觉上
好像失去了某些意义
却也说不出来

校庆过了好久~
迷宫“大制作”也忙完了！！~
虽然有很大的压力
不过
同学们应该都是很享受过程吧
回报应该只是对自己的一个肯定！
大家！干得好！！~

泓泉恒毅也回去了
没有想到离别来临时
那种感觉真的说不来
看到他们在哭
自己的眼泪也是忍不住了~
一直以来都没想过
他们会感性到哭
本来我还好的
只是有一点难过而已
一看到nigel流眼泪
情绪就直接崩溃了~
下午送机时也是
都是泓泉眼红红
弄到我也在哭~~…………

唉~
又要考试了~
大家加油哦~
给我一点留言吧

好久没上来了~

2009-07-01T04:48:00.000-07:00

唉~本来说要放ryla东西的
算了~
有facebook的去看看吧~哈哈

派成绩单了咯~
我有两次旷课呃！！！！！！
其实纯粹只是没有交请假信罢了 T.T
就被扣了1分！！！~
然后美术，老师以为我没有交功课结果总平均只有28分！！~ ……
不过这样都还可以拿28名哇~ XD

嗯…………
猪流感咯
真得很怕叻！！~
要带口罩去学校
本来今天要带的
忘记了唉~

校庆的东西还有很多都没有弄好呢

最近很懒得update blog o 赫赫
抱歉哦~
大家都加油哦~

开学

2009-06-16T04:11:00.000-07:00

开学了
当然就派考卷了咯
这一次一点都不好
全部都是刚刚好pass 这样………………
哈哈
目前为止有一科fail而已啦
最好的就只有 spm chemistry 77/90
就这样罢了
唉…………
不过叻~~~
只要继续努力是有希望的！！！
okay la
刚从 ryla 回来酱
一定要好好努力！！！~

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